worthy is the Lamb that was slain to recieve the reward of His suffering…

So its been awhile since I posted but since then some interesting changes have occurred… so for anyone that doesnt know by this point(i dont have a clue who that would be…)  WE’RE GONNA HAVE A BABY!  Pretty freaking excited about that.. and I still dont have a clue what is about to hit me lol… Lord help us… Mandi has been having a really hard time with the morning sickness(which is actually morning, noon, and night sickness) and its been really hard on her. Her mom had it all 9 months of her pregnancy and spent some time in the hospital with it and its a genetic thing I guess so we are praying it doesnt get that serious for Mandi too. So any prayers for that would be awesome…

Mandi and I are planning on heading to NY in just a few weeks for Easter. We will be going to her parents house along with her sister and all her family and Mandi’s grandma is coming down from Buffalo too so thats pretty sweet. I think its going to be a great weekend all in all.

this is something simple the Lord was telling me this morning in prayer…

He suffered and died because He loved us and now He is waiting to recieve the reward(or inheritance) of His suffering. This inheritance is US! Jesus died to recieve a Bride and a people that are lovesick for Him and long to be with Him. Jesus DESERVES a worthy inheritance and we are mostly NOT giving it to Him! Jesus deserves ALL our love, ALL our emotions/affections- when we arent living surrendered to the Lord we just spit in the face of His sacrifice and say it wasnt good enough, that really isnt worth me living my life differently.

Jesus I pray you confront my heart with the seriousness of this thing- that I would live a life abandoned to you- not out of compulsion or religious legalism- but out of adoration and love and honor to You!