I am making all things new again…

i have been stuck lately in a place of no passion, no motivation, no reality of the life Jesus has called me to live, no nothing.

just coasting through life.

I began to realize this morning that there is some sort of disconnect between my head and my heart. i know everything the Lord says about me and about the way He loves me etc and i know what He wants me to be doing… but I dont live it/do it. If I believe something and dont act on it, how much do I really believe it??

I desperately need the barrier between my head and my heart BROKEN down… I am asking You Lord for revelation, for words from Your mouth to hit my spirit and shatter the things that hinder love… whatever it takes God, take it away… I NEED YOU, I MUST HAVE YOU, I MUST HAVE YOU, THERE IS NOTHING MORE WORTHY THAN YOU, I AM NOTHING AND HAVE NOTHING APART FROM YOU JESUS!!!

God give me a spirit of repentence.. I know that your arms are not too short to rescue me, but its my sin that is separating us… I want to mourn and weep over my sin Jesus… no more half-hearted apologies and bullcrap…

I know that You are making all things new again.. that you can call me away to the wilderness again and speak to me… you can cultivate passion again in the garden of my heart… its spring and all things are becoming new again, God I ask for the renewing of passion and zeal in my heart… consecrate me again for your purposes, I am Yours Jesus..

Psalm 51:10

Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a steadfast spirit within me.

PS this is a really sweet video with a song called New Again. check it out http://bit.ly/12RKau